童年記憶

Paradise says:
raining again..
Paradise says:
haizz
Paradise says:
nice day to sleep
Paradise says:
hehe
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
对咯．．．
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
超无聊的
Paradise says:
raining always can make me think a lot of things
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
想了些什么呀？
Paradise says:
no la
Paradise says:
just the past memories
Paradise says:
our childhood
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
说来听听
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
看我有没有印象
Paradise says:
i remembered there was once i argued with my mum
Paradise says:
and i was getting ready to leave
Paradise says:
i wanna leave the house
Paradise says:
but in the end i did not
Paradise says:
because i was afraid to
Paradise says:
and also
Paradise says:
i remembered every time me and my mum not ngam
Paradise says:
and if u were around
Paradise says:
we would go to the stairs there and sat down
Paradise says:
and u will said all those dao li for me to listen
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
哎．．．真是奇妙的回忆啊
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
以前我可是你们之间的夹心饼干
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
悲哀的我
Paradise says:
haha
Paradise says:
lolx
Paradise says:
yea lo
Paradise says:
i owe a lot to u
Paradise says:
tq tq
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
呵．．．
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
回忆总是美好的
Paradise says:
yea lo
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
好想回到过去．．．
Paradise says:
xin di still live there
Paradise says:
hmm
Paradise says:
they are the only family that last so long staying there
Paradise says:
and also No. 8 auntie
Paradise says:
and also the last house
Paradise says:
chai fook
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
ｘｉｎ　ｄｉ在汶莱吗？
Paradise says:
nope
Paradise says:
i think she is still in miri
Paradise says:
studyin
Paradise says:
but fang fang is back already
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
哦．．．
Paradise says:
i heard ah li is very smart
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
好像是哦．．．高材生．．．你还想到些什么啊？
Paradise says:
and also..
Paradise says:
the dogs around there
Paradise says:
we always went to the back of the flat and fed them
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
对啊．．．
Paradise says:
but they died in the end
Paradise says:
poisoned
Paradise says:
and i stil remember the female dog
Paradise says:
we call her doggy
Paradise says:
and also the cat
Paradise says:
always at man man's house
Paradise says:
ben mao
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
我好想ｄｏｇｇｙ．．．
Paradise says:
yea
Paradise says:
maybe she is now a human already lo
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
它是我认识的第一只狗．．．
冥王星...永遠的九大行星...我愛冥王星!!! says:
或许吧
Paradise says:
hmm
Paradise says:
i also remembered i will bring bingo out
Paradise says:
and also the fourth floor will bring her dog too
Paradise says:
the dog's name was beauty
Paradise says:
esp during chinese new year
Paradise says:
its the best of all
Paradise says:
my father will buy the fire crackers
Paradise says:
he would get it hung from our house to the fourth floor
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
还有啊．．．以前中秋节，我们都会一起提灯笼．．．
Paradise says:
and lighted it
Paradise says:
and BAM
Paradise says:
yea lo
Paradise says:
i also remember that i accidentally burnt xin di's lantern
Paradise says:
haha
Paradise says:
we would bring the lantern here and there
Paradise says:
so fun
Paradise says:
although night time was very dark there
Paradise says:
but we are not afraid
Paradise says:
u
Paradise says:
me
Paradise says:
xin di
Paradise says:
ah li
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
全ｆｌａｔ的人一起庆祝的感觉真棒．．．
Paradise says:
fang fang
Paradise says:
yea
Paradise says:
so warm
Paradise says:
feels like a big family
Paradise says:
but now
Paradise says:
look at the flat
Paradise says:
all indon
Paradise says:
and filipinos
Paradise says:
no chinese feel already
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
我们以前还很白痴．．．狗明明很怕烟花．．．我们还很好心的拿着烟花去后面找它
Paradise says:
yea
Paradise says:
hahhaa
Paradise says:
and she ran away
Paradise says:
ur mum used to karaoke also
Paradise says:
and i was there also
Paradise says:
we sang together
Paradise says:
my mum also like to karaoke in the room
Paradise says:
so fun
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
大家在一起的感觉真好．．．
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
过年一起赌博．．．
Paradise says:
yea yea
Paradise says:
and we don sleep
Paradise says:
esp on the first day of chinese new year
Paradise says:
so re nao
Paradise says:
we walked to door by door
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
对啊
Paradise says:
houses by houses
Paradise says:
so many adults gave us angpau
Paradise says:
then the next morning we woke up
Paradise says:
all the cars were covered with the left over of fire crackers
Paradise says:
all red papers over
Paradise says:
looked so beautiful
Paradise says:
ah tak
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
还有几次．．．森林烧了．．．
Paradise says:
bi cai
Paradise says:
yea yea
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
然后被警察抓
Paradise says:
we were so afraid
Paradise says:
the fourth floor one
Paradise says:
zhi qiang got caught by the police
Paradise says:
hahhaa
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
往事啊往事．．．
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
太妙了．．．
Paradise says:
yup
Paradise says:
pasts
Paradise says:
now thinking back
Paradise says:
sometimes we regret for doin things that we should not have
Paradise says:
but what to do
Paradise says:
cannot mi pu already
Paradise says:
pasts already happened
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
做了就不要后悔．．．
Paradise says:
yea yea
Paradise says:
cannot regret already
Paradise says:
haizz
Paradise says:
how i remember those days
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
我们到底在干嘛啊．．．突然那么．．．感伤．．．
Paradise says:
yea lo
Paradise says:
its all the weather's fault
Paradise says:
it should not have rain
Paradise says:
haha
Paradise says:
blame it on the weatherman
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
呵呵呵．．．
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
我们以前还曾经一起淋雨．．．结果被骂得很惨．．．
Paradise says:
hahaha
Paradise says:
those days
Paradise says:
funny
Paradise says:
and also very chan
Paradise says:
haha
Paradise says:
we don need car to go to school
Paradise says:
we walked to school
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
对啊．．．
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
多方便啊．．．
Paradise says:
very early reach home
Paradise says:
when we were very young
Paradise says:
we were playing bicycles
Paradise says:
and ur grandma would be sitting outside
Paradise says:
wating for u to slow down and feed u with the food
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
对对对．．．
Paradise says:
we always played at the corridor
Paradise says:
the balcony outside got steps
Paradise says:
we would step up there and looked here and there
Paradise says:
and then slowly
Paradise says:
i found out that ur grandma died
Paradise says:
i saw her pic near the toilet
Paradise says:
i was so sad
Paradise says:
and slowly u moved out
Paradise says:
a year later u moved
Paradise says:
my grandma died
Paradise says:
i missed her
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
我也很想我婆婆
Paradise says:
only my grandma knew what i wanted
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
ｂｉｎｇｏ来到你家的隔天．．．我就搬走了．．．
Paradise says:
yea
Paradise says:
thats why bingo was not that close to u
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
对啊．．．
Paradise says:
jojo was at the No. 8 auntie's house
Paradise says:
the next day after my grandma passed away
Paradise says:
all my relatives were at my house
Paradise says:
we all sat in the living room
Paradise says:
it was 12 midnight
Paradise says:
i watched the tv
Paradise says:
and TV3 was playing Lin Yi Lian latest song
Paradise says:
zhi shao hai you ni
Paradise says:
i straight away thought of my grandma
Paradise says:
bingo did not eat for three days
Paradise says:
my dad was screaming for my grandma
Paradise says:
we watched our grandma died infront of us
Paradise says:
but we could not save her
Paradise says:
that kind of feeling
Paradise says:
so pain
Paradise says:
so pain
Paradise says:
hurt..
Paradise says:
ur dad ah
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
突然很想哭．．．
Paradise says:
always call me Chen Sha Yu
Paradise says:
i just cried
Paradise says:
cry la
Paradise says:
i already cried just now
Paradise says:
i know my grandma is watching me
Paradise says:
i know she is around me
Paradise says:
i love her
Paradise says:
i hope she knows that
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
她知道的
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
她一直都知道．．．
Paradise says:
dui ah
Paradise says:
ta zhi dao de
Paradise says:
da yi ding zhi dao de
Paradise says:
when my grandma passed away
Paradise says:
i wish there was a person for me to lean on
Paradise says:
but u werent there
Paradise says:
i was so sad
Paradise says:
i have no one to talk to
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
对不起．．．
Paradise says:
all i could do was just looking at my grandma's window hopin that i would get to see her passing by
Paradise says:
no need to be sorry
Paradise says:
it wasnt ur fault
Paradise says:
u have to move
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
哎．．．
Paradise says:
adults always thought that we are sui bian
Paradise says:
so they don have to ask for our decisions
Paradise says:
so they decided on our behalf
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
认同．．．
Paradise says:
hai....
Paradise says:
tan chi ye mei yong ah
Paradise says:
hui bu dao qu le
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
你今天到底怎么了．．．
Paradise says:
i also don know
Paradise says:
suddenly one
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
你自己感慨也就算了．．．干嘛波及到我啊．．．
Paradise says:
hahaa
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
害我好难过．．．好难过．．．
Paradise says:
who asked u to think le
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
哎．．．
Paradise says:
all these are actually not complicated u know
Paradise says:
we can actually let them go
Paradise says:
but they still remain in our memory
Paradise says:
cant be erased
Paradise says:
if ur family did not decide to move
Paradise says:
maybe there wont be problems
Paradise says:
if i did not move
Paradise says:
maybe i also wont be facing these problems
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
有些事．．．是放不掉的．．．
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
有些时候．．．活得累．．．可是想到过去的种种，这一切还是值得的．．．因为我曾经快乐过．．．
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
曾经很幸福．．．
Paradise says:
yea
Paradise says:
me too
Paradise says:
i was in happiness before
Paradise says:
i felt satisfaction before
Paradise says:
but as us grow older
Paradise says:
we slowly see things clearly
Paradise says:
things are not as what we expected they are to be
Paradise says:
things are getting complicated
Paradise says:
not like when we are child
Paradise says:
u have to strive hard to achieve
Paradise says:
slowly
Paradise says:
politics
Paradise says:
unsatisfaction
Paradise says:
unhappy
Paradise says:
hopeless
Paradise says:
sad
Paradise says:
fearful
Paradise says:
disappointment
Paradise says:
all the negative feelings showed up
Paradise says:
how i wish i never grew up
Paradise says:
so that i don have to think so much
Paradise says:
no burdens
Paradise says:
mind is blank
DOGGY，妳知道我很想妳嗎? says:
小时候的我．．．有家人，有你们，有好多的狗狗猫猫．．．现在的我．．．其实也还是有家人，有你们，有狗，只是要求多了，幸福也就消失了．．．

就是這個*鯊魚*讓我今天又好想回到過去...

她讓我想起了好多好多...

DOGGY...我的第一隻狗朋友...

一隻改變我一生的朋友...

沒有牠,我或許就不會成為現在的我了...

DOGGY,我一直一直都好想妳...妳知道嗎?

DOGGY,妳離開我九年了,但我不曾忘記過妳...

DOGGY,謝謝妳陪我度過童年歲月...

DOGGY,謝謝妳陪我走過那一段最幸福快樂的日子...

DOGGY,謝謝妳讓我的生命豐富了起來...

DOGGY,我真的好想念妳...

我的婆婆...一直呵護著我,疼愛著我的婆婆...

阿嬷,我好想好想妳...

總是聽他們說,妳重男輕女,妳比較疼哥哥...

可是啊...

在我的記憶裡,並沒有這段...

我只記得妳對我的好,對我的包容,對我的疼愛...

很多時候想起來,我都恨透了自己的不懂事,總是讓妳那麼的辛苦...

明知道妳的腳不好,我還要妳每天送我上下學,還自私的要求妳每天坐在幼稚園的椅子上等我放學,不準離開半步,永遠都要讓我從教室的窗口看得到妳,否則我就會大哭大鬧...

我真的很不孝,很幼稚,很無知,很自私...

阿嬷,謝謝妳對我的愛...

阿嬷,謝謝妳對我的寬容...

阿嬷,謝謝妳對我的好...

阿嬷,謝謝妳為我做的一切...

阿嬷,請原諒我的懵懂無知...

阿嬷,請原諒我這個驕縱的小孫女...

阿嬷,我好愛妳...

阿嬷,我好想妳...